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[17 May 2004|11:33am] |
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WOWWWW.
I decided I am not updating this anymore. I love my foam plates. SO, if you haven't yet, add me on ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) plats_de_mousse and comment when and if you do.
The reason I am not deleting this is because I want my lovely comments to stay on your journals.. FOREVER.
PLUS, if I ever want to update it, I can.
I am also taking my layout from here and moving it to my foam plates because I have forgotten how much I loved that layout.
♥
PS - You can take me off of your friend's list if you want. No big.
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| I'm Not Sure. |
[26 Feb 2004|09:08pm] |
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Hi.
I'd just like to say that I have no idea anymore.
About anything. Or anyone.
I don't know what's going on. Or who anyone is. I'm just so creeped out at who I have become.
This probably makes no sense today. But today I was talking to Ryan and I had forgotten how I used to have a crush on him. A big one. I like that I can still talk to him. Most guys that I had a "crush" on I never talk to anymore, mostly because they are complete jerks. Anyway, I consider him one of my good friends. I don't have too many. I even consider Hannah one of my good friends and I remember how much I used to be annoyed of her.
I feel like I've changed. But, I know I haven't. I'm still the same. Eh. Someone told me that I haven't changed since the day they met me, which was back in the seventh grade. They only said that I got "hotter." Hmph.
I think I have gotten smarter. But, in a way, I am a huge idiot. What am I doing?
Oh, completely off the subject, my dad got a raise. Maybe this will make him not so bitchy. He's worse than I am.
Anyway. Some people may see this as me being depressed. No. I am not depressed. Or even the least bit sad. Just completely confused.
People [in general] are such a great mystery to me. I feel like I hardly know any of my good friends. I realized I don't know as much about them as I thought.
I guess I am just venting. Writing makes me feel better. Not sure why. I can't talk to many people anymore. Not many people even know me anymore. I'm too complex of a person.
I'm not even sure why I would be saying all of these things when I will know exactly what's going on, who I am, and who everyone else is.
This all really makes no sense.
Adieu. ♥
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| And You Can Keep My Friends. |
[17 Feb 2004|05:30pm] |
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Hello.
I've take it upon myself to not post pictures anymore. Ever.
I'm just so sick of the original bitch calling me "self-obsessed" or things among the lines.
I don't feel like I am "sooo hawt, lyke OMG," and basically what you're saying if you're just an average-looking person then you can't just like to take pictures, but that you are vain. It's so stupid and I don't feel like dealing with the cruelty of people on one subject.
It's annoying and although I know it's not true I don't feel like dealing with other people's jealousy or plain rudeness.
As I said before, people suck.
Well. Today I have realized that I have a bunch of morons in all of my classes. I either have the really smart kids, or the morons.
World History is the worst. My teacher even calls them idiots. There are about 4 people in there with some intellect; By the way, that's out of 38.
I have an appointment to get my haircut next Saturday. I need to get my bangs cut and my layers fixed. For shizzle.
Also, I'd like to make a few comments about my former-friend, Mike.
( To Mike. )
Anyway, that took a lifetime. It's really no hard feeling in the whole thing. I don't want to come off as stuck-up about the whole thing, but I hope it's all understood and over with.
Also, I love Chris.
Oh, shit, I got a 95 on my Spanish test. Applause.
<3
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| I HAVE A NEW NAME. |
[12 Feb 2004|04:47pm] |
Hey.
I was sick of this name. It sucks.
So, my new name is plats_de_mousse. Which basically means foam plates. Hoooooo.
Anyway. I won't be writing in it for about a week or so, but add it. And, if you don't then I can see that you obviously don't read this and there'd be no point in adding you back. I already added some people.
And, I'm not deleting this one.
I think this one will be my back-up journal if I begin to hate the other one.
But, right now I am working on the layout and such.
<3
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| R. Kelly Is My Hero. |
[09 Feb 2004|05:56pm] |
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Hey.
Today was decent. Like always. Nothing exciting really.
Oh, I've got a B in Algebra 2. Go me. I had a 24 at the beginning so I am proud of myself.
I found some batteries this afternoon. I thought I would show off my shirt in the making. It's not done. It need to hem it and I was going to put buttons on it.
( BUT WAIT! There's more. )
So, my weekend was good.
Friday - I drove up to Crystal River with my mom to see my grandpa. My aunt was there. We went to lunch. Only rednecks and old people live in Crystal River, so you can imagine how the restaurant was. I was the youngest person in there by far.
We left around 3. It took me almost 2 hours to get to Chris's. I wasn't feeling well. I had a good time with him though.
And, I ran into Christine and Veronica at the mall.
Saturday - My mom and I ran some errands. I got a new lamp and a new bookshelp. Both are white. I re-did my room. It looks good, I think.
I also went to the Salvation Army. I got the hottest polka-dot shirt in town. A sweater that has already been cut up, and that shirt that I have on in those pictures. I also got these crazy Gaucho[sp?] pants. They have polka dots on them. It actually looks like a skirt, but they're crazy.
The rest of the night I just did my room.
Sunday - My mom and I went to Ybor. We met Chris there. I didn't feel like shopping really. So, I just got the bed cover and that's all. I'm going back soon though because they have these shoes that I want and I actually think I will shop next time. I felt like shit so that resulted in not wanting to try clothes on and such.
The rest of the day Chris and I just hung out. Of course we did nothing because there isn't anything to do at my house.
And that's my weekend.
Love you.
<3
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| Driving Away; Leaving It All Behind. |
[04 Feb 2004|08:15pm] |
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Hey.
So. Not much has been going on.
I think I am getting sick again. Oh, wonderful.
This past week has gone by fast. THANK YOU. A lot of shitty things have happened this week, but shit, I feel good. And you know how when you feel good, you feel look you look good? That's how I've been feeling. Minus today, no make-up and shaggy hair = Crack whore look.
I don't know why I feel like I do, I just do.
The bad things that have happened this week are:
1.) Everyone is getting sick. No lie.
2.) Mae and Copeland is sold out.
3.) I can't drive anywhere, so I am stuck here.
4.) No good music anymore.
5.) Some drama that shouldn't be happening because I thought you were a good person/friend.
6.) I threw away my trash can. Ironic.
7.) I need some shirts. [Fixing that soon.]
8.) Period. I started shaking and breathing hard in Spanish so I took a pass to the bathroom to get fresh air and to move my legs because they had become numb by then.
The good things that have happened this week:
1.) Good weather = skirts.
2.) I actually painted my furniture like I said I was going to.
3.) I'm no longer failing any classes. I either have extremely high C's or A's. Weird. 78, 79, 72 [did work that is raising it to a higher C], 94.
4.) Haha. Some girl told me I should be a model. I'm not sure if that was good or bad or why I was so embarrassed.
5.) I SAW BRAD TODAY. I miss him. Spanish just isn't the same. And I never see him.
6.) Chris [just in general.]
7.) I have my tattoo.
8.) I get to shop soon. Clothes.
9.) The feeling of "I could care less" is just amazing.
10.) Good movie [Lost In Translation.]
11.) I am determined to have all B's.
12.) Donuts TOMORROW.
13.) A three-day weekend. Oh, what a life.
14.) My mom and I decided that soon we are going to go to Debbie's house in Long Boat Key and steal Abby and stay on the beach all day.
Haha. You must check out these horrible pictures. I look stupid, but my shirt is "fresh." ( Ahoy! )
SO, I have not a clue what I will be doing this weekend. Anyone want to hang out with TARA? Exciting, I know.
Good night. Love you. <3
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[02 Feb 2004|09:26pm] |
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I'll post more later.
<3
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